SMK Seksyen 4 KD, i'm coming~~

La~ la~ la~ Tomorrow's going to be the first day of school for me and also for all of the students in M'sia. Still haven't get my timetable yet. Hopefully by tomorrow, I will know the subjects that I'm going to take over. The teachers seem ok. Some said I looked like Japanese! Hehe.. How I wish... =P
Yesterday was the orientation day for Remove and Form One students. All the teachers were required to attend the function and help out. I'd to help a Remove class teacher to collect school fees and guide the students to take text books. Couldn't believe my hands shaking while collecting money! =_=" It was such a tiring day...
More to come for the new year, wish me all the best ;)

My new school... the beginning of a nightmare? =(

Tomorrow's going to be the first day I'll meet the teachers of SMK Seksyen 4 KD. There are 100 of them, where out of this, only 9 chinese... Totally different from SMK Tropicana.

Since today is the last day of my holiday, I slept super long, almost 10 hours! Haven add the 2 hours nap! =P Will be teaching in the afternoon session. So I've to train not to take afternoon nap anymore... Good thing bout afternoon session is I can wake up late. But the negative part is... you can't do much thing in one day! Unless you wake up at 6.30am like the morning session teachers and start preparing your stuff! And one thing that amused me about that school is... Form 1 consists of 14 classes!! Each class has around 30 students. Imagine that... 14 x 30 = 420 Form 1 students!! Double the Form 1 students in SMK Tropicana. *faint*

Guess it's time to wake my brain up and refresh it. Lots of names to remember soon...

New journey's bout to begin...

Finally the posting results are out. I'm considered lucky to have succeeded in the interview and also got a school so near to my place. It's really out of my expectation. Bye bye, SMK Tropicana. I'm going to miss the 'pampered' days teaching in that school, the staff, teachers... Going from a B school to a gred A school can be quite challenging. I've no experience in conducting experiments in laboratory! And there are lots of things I'm starting to worry about... Please, give me strength and support to go through this. How I wished it was 4 years back, just a freshie enjoying uni life...

I wish...

I wish...

1. things will get better as time pass by.
2. he'll adjust slowly to the life here.
3. i don't have to listen to complains or stand 'black face' each time go out walk walk.
4. i can get the guru ganti stuff.
5. the students will treat me well.
6. i don't have to scream my lung out to control the class like last time.
7. i will get better instead of falling sick almost once a month.
8. my ear air pressure will balance itself soon, i can't stand the weird feeling of one side stucked.
9. people will consider my feelings and not take me for granted.
10. we can walk this road together, hand in hand, without forgetting what binds us together in the first place...

Complicated

As time pass by, things are getting complicated. Sometimes, it's out of our control. But at times, we just can't think of how to settle it. The road is always straight but the thick fog is making it harder to reach. No matter what, a conclusion will come one day...

Tough, tough, tough

Things are getting tougher. Why? Why? Why? Really pissed with things recently. Been going through emotional 'turbulence' lately. Can't control myself. Just letting it slum deeper and deeper. Feeling helpless.. Where have all of you gone to? I.. I need help...

Passage of life...

Sometimes, being a human can be difficult. You have to please this and that, you have to bear with this and that, you have to ..... endless things... When something goes overboard, you can't stand and blow it. But when discussing the same thing for ... few years and it's still the same, what should i do? How should i overcome it... It's getting onto everyone's nerve. You can't stand it doesn't mean that i can stand it. I'm also human being with emotions, not just you. I'm also worried, not just you. Know why i always keep quiet? Coz you know that's my weakness in arguing. I'm not sure whether i'm doing the right thing all these while... But i can't stand it anymore. It's getting onto my nerves too... Can't you get it? It's not just you!